runnowgowhyareyousittingthereLEAVE

Do you know how easy it would be for me

to embrace the fact that I'm diseased

and run away

so none of you are touched by this plague?

Cuz I'd do it.

I'd do it today.

I'd book a plane ticket

One way

Any way

Take me

North

South

East

West

Whatever is best for me

No, no, for you

cuz you don't want this

crimpled up mess infested person

come anywhere near to hurting you

cuz that's what I do right?

That's what I did?

Hurt?

Exert heartbreak on those who I love the most?

Yes.

I did.

I still do.

So, if you don't mind, I'll just leave.

I'll leave the keys in plain sight

clean my room up real nice

leave my guitar too cuz I won't pick up my pen to write anymore

The last thing to say goodbye to me will be the door

of the bank

that I enter to empty everything I have earned

into my pockets

close the door on this place in my life and lock it

hiding the key

so the only one who can ever make me come back is me

That's it

I got my ticket, money, clothes, and body

I'm sorry for the worry I'll cause

But I'll be in a safe place

I'll make sure that somehow you know

but right now I need to go

anywhere where nobody knows

who I ever was

knowing that everyone

including myself

needs to flee

away from

me