But somehow
I find the drive to keep getting up
and live like I still can.
But I can't.
Cuz I'm tired.
I don't wanna run anymore
but I can't bring myself to stay either.
I'm just tired.
That's all I know.
Please, help me.
I just wanna rest
but I don't know how anymore.
Keep running.
No, I'm tired. Please, I'm just tired.
You need to go.
Go away.
Leave.
Please, go away. I wanna stay, please, please go away.
Get up. Leave.
I want to rest.
Rest is not for you.
I need it.
Rest isn't yours.
I want it.
Never again.
Please, let me stay this time. Please let me stay. I can't...I can't keep doing this.
You have to.
Rest is not yours.
Here is uncomfortable.
You'll never hold it together.
Get out.
Leave.
Run.
In the end it'll be better.
All better.
The perfect choice.
You'll have no time to think.
No time to feel horrible.
Only room for the good feelings.
Which is perfect.
This
will be perfect
for you
and for them
which is why you need
to leave.
........
You're right.
I can't.
I can't stay here.
How could I have ever stayed here?
It's not for me.
This isn't for me.
I need to go.
I'm leaving.
Please, please don't make me stay.
I can't.
I can't stay.
Let me go.
Just trust me, you don't want me here.
No, you don't.
You don't know what you're talking about.
I'm fine
and I'm leaving.
Leave me alone.
You don't want me here
and I can't.
I can't be here.

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